what's inside that matters

Okay. Even though I’m having a fuckin migraine right now, over-thinking about things maybe. I just want to clear my head and think straight. Its 3:30pm, I still have 2 and a half hrs left to decide.

I know I’ve gone through a lot lately, but I have to do something already.

I want to quit. But I cant. 

So here’s what I’m gonna do: 

1. fix my basketball schedule. - decide.

2. then decide if i still want to do this or not.

I know I can do this. All I need is a little bit of encouragement and appreciation. I know that I’m not always right, but I still have something to say. Shit. I think I’m loosing my mind right now. My head’s constantly pumping through pain. No peace of mind. :’((

God, what now? I need you. Show me the light, guide me towards your will and lead me to the right path. I love you. Ikaw na po bahala saken. :(